The
title of this week’s email should be Mountains to Climb. Or the Loving the
Mountains I Have Climbed.
This
week was awesome, it was sad, it was crazy, it was funny, it was every emotion
you can possibly imagine, and it’s opposite. It was one of those weeks.
Funny:
Last night we went to the Outgoing Fireside for returning missionaries and it
was super fun! We took a recent convert, Jeff, with us and as we were driving
back it was very apparent that there was absolutely nothing to talk about. So
what did Elder Black do? Elder Black did what he does best. Start telling
jokes. For the most part it was really fun but, an hour of Elder Black’s comedy
routine was getting pretty old by the end of the drive and he started to
progressively go faster and faster down the road. I could tell he really was
not finding these jokes very enjoyable. We finally got to our destination and
he let us out of the car and made a quick escape inside the house. I thought
they were really funny. tehehe I hope he doesn't go inactive.
Spiritual:
I want to tell you about my mountain. His name is Elder Kerby. Not going to
lie, the first time I saw him I stopped and had to ask myself how long I would
have to be with him. It was from the beginning a challenge to love him not
because of anything that he did, but because of where my heart was at. I was too
overcome with pride and independence to really allow myself to love him. It was
hard. so hard. I had to be humbled and I promise that if you really want
something, and stick with that problem for a long period of time and pray for
help from the Lord, He will bless you abundantly. I love Elder Kerby. A lot. It
didn’t start like this. We didn’t get along for a long time, but I had a desire
for it to get better. That was about all I had. I wanted our relationship to
get better and that was it. I was willing to work for it and pray for it but
that was about all I had going for me. It was really hard. I poured my soul out
in prayer to the Lord asking for him to strengthen ME and change ME so that I could
love him. I couldn’t do it on my own. I tried really hard. Now Elder Kerby and
I are BEST of FRIENDS. I don’t want to sound selfish and say it was all me that
changed and I found a magic way to work together because in no way shape or form
was it me. This blessing of a more solid relationship was a true gift from the
Lord and I was but the tool to make it happen. When you are faced with a
problem the Lord will often times not change the problem you are going through,
but will change you to get you through the problem. The only things I had was
1) a desire for things to get better. 2) Humble, personal, real intent prayer.
3) Drive to do anything the Lord asked of me. 4) Faith that the Lord would hear
my prayer. He did. I love Elder Kerby so much. He has truly changed me and set
a definite course for the rest of my mission. I look up to him so much. Few men
are as inspired and as powerful and as incredible as Elder Kerby. No matter the
mountain, the Lord will help you climb it.
Where
I am at: As per the way the Lord works, right after I get super attached and
learn how to truly love Elder Kerby, he leaves. Sigh. Oh boy. Yep! He is
getting transferred and the zone is completely changing. It’s crazy! There is a
lot of change coming. He leaves on Tuesday and I will find out then who my new
victim, I mean companion will be. ;) Things are really going good. We have
another baptism planned for the 21st and besides that we have a few people who
are very good potentials. Pleasanton is AWESOME!!!
From
the beautiful beaches of Monterey, Elder Black wishes a Merry Christmas.
Bryan and Brandon's baptism (not sure which is which...)
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